Forfeit

I felt the butterflies
But the butterflies had led my heart to someone else
You opened up your heart,
I played it from the start
I guess you would've hated me know,
cause i'm to blame

Thousands of why playing in my head
You maybe gone, but I will never forget
Questions, is part of our daily life
"I'm fine" that's a fucking lie
Lets switch place, feel the pain, and I'm sure you'll understand
How can I start all over again? Where should I begin?
Oh dreamland please let me in, It's already 6 in the morning
I'm standing in front of the mirror
They can see it crystal clear
The scars in every smile
That I wrote down in this paper

Oh I should know by now that you truly understand
I felt the butterflies had led my heart to someone else
You opened up your heart,
I played it from the start
I guess you would've hated me know, cause I'm to blame

Regret regret, I will never regret
Every single minute that we had
Forget forget, I will never forget
All the promises that you made

Oh I should know by now that you truly understand
I felt the butterflies
But the butterflies had led my heart to someone else
You opened up your heart, I played it from the start
I guess you would've hated me know, cause I'm to blame

Oh let me catch your heart because yesterday I watched it fall
Oh please let me catch your heart because yesterday i watched it fall

Will there be my better day
When will these scars will fade away?
I saw your smiles from miles away
I swear you'll never fade away

I wish that you can stay
Pretending to be okay
I am crawling cause I'm scare
My past has showed me the way

I'm standing in the rain
I swallow every single pain
Cause I can't turn back once again
I slept with no star that always shining

All alone with this string
I sing I'm suffering
To see you dancing left me wonder why
I can't stop thinking about you

How many times I have to be like this