Misery

To live in this cruel world
Is to see what you don't want to see
To know what life meant
Sacrifice your need
Years of torturing ourselves
Chasing our own destiny
Taken away without sympathy
To live in this cruel world
Leave us to rot in poverty

In every corner and dark street
You'll see their eyes are laughing at you
Fear won't lose its grips
There's nothing you can do
Nobody cares to stop them
Nodody cares what happens to me
No one hears my endless scream
Save me from my misery

There are so many paths to choose
So many ways to live
So many ways to end a dream
We still remain, your cruelty won't change Our laughter and cries are still the same

You have your own story
You have a few mouths to feed
Feeding them with your own sin
Satisfy their need
If it happens to you my friend
Tell me how you'd feel
You meet someone without honesty Someone else is laughing endlessly...

ANAK KU

1— Jika melihat anakmu menangis, jangan buang waktu untuk mendiamkannya. Cuba tunjuk burung atau awan di atas langit agar dia melihatnya, dia akan terdiam. Kerana psikologi manusia saat menangis, adalah menunduk.

2— Jika ingin anak-anakmu berhenti bermain, jangan berkata: "Dah, sudah main, stop sekarang!". Tapi katakan kepada mereka: "Main 5 minit lagi yaaa". Kemudian ingatkankembali:"Dua minit lagi yaaa". Kemudian barulah katakan:"Dah, waktu main sudah habis". Mereka akan berhenti bermain.

3— Jika anak-anak sedang bertelingkah atau menyebabkan keadaan riuh di sesuatu tempat, dan engkau ingin mengalih perhatian mereka, maka katakanlah: "siapa yang mau mendengar cerita ibu? angkat tangan..". Salah seorang akan mengangkat tangan, kemudian disusul dengan anak-anak yang lain, dan semuanya akan diam.

4— Katakan kepada anak-anak sewaktu mahu tidur:"tidur sayang.. besok pagi kan kita sholat subuh", maka perhatian mereka akan selalu ke akhirat. Jangan berkata: "Jom tidur, besok kan sekolah", akhirnya mereka tidak sholat subuh kerana perhatiannya adalah dunia.

5— Nikmati masa kecil anak-anakmu, kerana waktu akan berlalu sangat cepat. Kenakalan dan kekanak-kanakan mereka tidak akan lama, ia akan menjadi kenangan. Bermainlah bersama mereka, tertawalah bersama mereka, berguraulah bersama mereka.

6— Tinggalkan HP seketika, dan matikan juga TV. Jika ada teman yang menelefon urusan tak penting, katakan:"Maaf, saya sedang sibuk dengan anak-anak". Semua ini tidak menyebabkan jatuhnya wibawamu, atau hilangnya keperibadianmu.Orang yang bijaksana tahu bagaimana caramenyeimbangkan segala sesuatu dan menguasai pendidikan anak.

Selain itu, jangan lupa berdoa dan bermohon kepada Allah. Dengarkan doa kita didepan anak-anak supaya mereka tahu betapa pentingnya mereka pada kita.

Forfeit

I felt the butterflies
But the butterflies had led my heart to someone else
You opened up your heart,
I played it from the start
I guess you would've hated me know,
cause i'm to blame

Thousands of why playing in my head
You maybe gone, but I will never forget
Questions, is part of our daily life
"I'm fine" that's a fucking lie
Lets switch place, feel the pain, and I'm sure you'll understand
How can I start all over again? Where should I begin?
Oh dreamland please let me in, It's already 6 in the morning
I'm standing in front of the mirror
They can see it crystal clear
The scars in every smile
That I wrote down in this paper

Oh I should know by now that you truly understand
I felt the butterflies had led my heart to someone else
You opened up your heart,
I played it from the start
I guess you would've hated me know, cause I'm to blame

Regret regret, I will never regret
Every single minute that we had
Forget forget, I will never forget
All the promises that you made

Oh I should know by now that you truly understand
I felt the butterflies
But the butterflies had led my heart to someone else
You opened up your heart, I played it from the start
I guess you would've hated me know, cause I'm to blame

Oh let me catch your heart because yesterday I watched it fall
Oh please let me catch your heart because yesterday i watched it fall

Will there be my better day
When will these scars will fade away?
I saw your smiles from miles away
I swear you'll never fade away

I wish that you can stay
Pretending to be okay
I am crawling cause I'm scare
My past has showed me the way

I'm standing in the rain
I swallow every single pain
Cause I can't turn back once again
I slept with no star that always shining

All alone with this string
I sing I'm suffering
To see you dancing left me wonder why
I can't stop thinking about you

How many times I have to be like this

Things Happen

to much happen to me as below:

1. meeting with her father
2. housing loan approve
3. own the strike freedom pg
4. lots of work at the office which is unmanageble
5. etc...

PERIT JERIH LELAKI

*LELAKI adalah ciptaan TUHAN yg paling KUAT*

Dia bina MASA DEPAN mereka sekeluarga dengan *hutang* dan membayar ansuran

Dia telah bersusah payah tapi masih selalu *dimarahi*

Bayangkan waktu kecil dimarahi IBUBAPA, Sekolah dimarahi GURU, kerja diMarahi BOSS, lepas kahwin diMarahi ISTERi, tua diMarahi ANAK CUCU ...

Kehidupan dia berakhir hanya untuk *MENGALAH demi KEBAHAGIAAN orang lain*

Kalau dia keluar rumah, kata org dia *MERAYAP*

Kalau dia tinggal di rumah, kata org dia *MALAS*

Kalau dia marah anak2, kata org dia *GARANG*

Kalau dia tak marah, kata org dia lelaki *TIDAK TEGAS*

Kalau dia tak bagi isteri  bekerja, kata org dia *KONTROL BINI*

Kalau dia benarkan isteri
bekerja, kata org dia *MAKAN gaji isteri*

Kalau dia dengar apa kata ibunya, kata org dia *ANAK MAK*

Kalau dia dengar kata isterinya, kata org *DIA Di bawah Ketiak Isteri*

Kalau dia banyak MENOLONG wanita yang memerlukan dikatakan *HIDUNG BELANG*

Kalau TAK MAHU TOLONG wanita lain, katanya *KEJAM*

*Tapi di tengah TERPAPAR segala macam tuduhan, dia tetap KUAT*

- Aku Lelaki -

Versys CKD 2011

Ehem2..huhuh nothing can describe me now..just watch

sorry tak pandai nak upload gmbr..huhuh...

16 Aug 2011, receive the key.

AKU & KAMU

1. Aku:robot
2. Kamu:tak tahu
3. Aku:cakap
4. Kamu:dengar
5. Aku:suruh
6. Kamu:dengar
7. Aku:jahat
8. Kamu:baik
9. Aku:blurrr
10. Kamu:hilang arah
11. Aku:diam
12. Kamu:ckp tak ingat
13. Aku:cari duit
14. Kamu:cari duit
15. Aku:guna duit
16. Kamu:simpan
17. Aku:bising
18. Kamu:yer la
19. Aku:bagi solution
20. Kamu:aku punya lagi baik
21. Aku:xtau nak ckp ape dah
22. Kamu:xnak cara la tu
23. Aku:ckp cam ni
24. Kamu:ckp cam tu
25. Aku:nak mcm tu
26. Kamu:nak macam ni
27. Aku:selamba
28. Kamu:selamba badak
29. Aku:kerja
30. Kamu:kerja apa bz tul
31. Aku:cinta
32. Kamu:cinta
33. Aku:bnyk usaha
34. Kamu:usaha
35. Aku:bnyk lalui
36. Kamu:tak lepas2 lagi
37. Aku:ngantuk
38. Kamu:dah tido
39. Aku:buat
40. Kamu:buat
41. Aku:redho
42. Kamu:pasrah
43. Aku:mati
44. Kamu:hidup
45. Aku & Kamu:menanti sebuah jawapan.